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Dedicated Poetry

"I'll lend you for a little time a child of Mine," He said,
"For you to love while she lives and mourn for when she's dead.
It may be six or seven years, or twenty-two or three,
But will you, till I call her back, take care of her for Me?
She'll bring her charms to gladden you, and shall her stay be brief
You'll have her lovely memories as solace for your grief.
"I cannot promise she will stay, since all from earth return,
But there are lessons taught down there I want this child to learn.
I've looked the wide world over in my search for teachers true
And from the throngs that crowd life's lanes I have selected you.
Now will you give her all your love, nor think the labor vain,
Nor hate Me when I come to call to take her back again?"
I fancied that I heard them say: "Dear Lord, Thy will be done!
For all the joy Thy child shall bring, the risk of grief we'll run.
We'll shelter her with tenderness, we'll love her while we may,
And for the happiness we've known forever grateful stay;
But shall the angels call for her much sooner than we've planned,
We'll brave the bitter grief that comes and try to understand.
Edgar A. Guest
Excerpt from "All in a Lifetime", 1938

remembering
I wake to the thoughts of memories ...
dreams that never cease.
your not gone ... forever ...
I always say to myself,
but I can't lie ...
and I can't be honest,
so I try to pretend it never happened ...
but it did.
and then the tears start to well up in my eyes
and I cry
and sometimes I can't stop crying for a long time.
I wake to the sounds of memories ...
dreams that never cease.
you were playing Beethoven's Für Elise on the piano.
I can hear it now ... crystal clear and perfect,
your music brought me peace
so I try and pretend that the music is all gone ...
but I can't.
and then the tears start to well up in my eyes
and I cry
and sometimes I can't stop crying for a long time.
I wake to fragrance of memories ...
dreams that never cease.
your lilac powder and vanilla perfume
remind me that you're oh so near ...
I take a deep breath
trying to pretend that you just walked by
but the fragrance of you vanishes ...
and then the tears start to well up in my eyes
and I cry
and sometimes I can't stop crying for a long time.
I'm crying now ...
I'm so alone without you ...
I wake to your death ...
it is my own ...
I'll pretend this never happened ...
but it did,
I was never good at telling lies,
or being honest with myself.
With all my love - Dad
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